I am with you there. You sometimes poder how many more Christmas' that you will see or how many more spring times. Sometimes I'll plant a tree and wonder who will see it.
Clear thinking my situation is who will get my stuff?
The old Doc told me that I was a 45 record being spun on 78.. Most of the kids won;t understand that but I do...
So I am thinking about changes.. Drinking, smoking, etc... and I really, really want to change my frame of mind... From the worry of how to survive into the future, econmically and all, and live more for today...
The People of New Orleans have a word for it... I can;t remember what it is, but the joy of just life itself... I was going to make a post and ask what it was, But it is a frame of mind.
I work too hard for tomorrow and seem to miss today...
Let me tell you a story, and I'll be quick...
I was DJ'ing a club in DFW... Andrus and the guys got together and was going to have a golf game in Lafayette with a bunch of other members and I was invited. Well in my mibnd I needed to make the money... And the Club needed me as a DJ, I couldn;t let them down... ABout a week after the Golf game the damned club let me go for some rediculous reason....
So that will always be a something that I missed in life and something that would have exceded the boundries of the money issues that face us daily....
Joe