Having Babies

Oh I know it's just a movie but its can also very real. Some of the women telling me stories are my very close friends. I think its not so much the fear of the labor and birth as it is of the change in my life. I have been married for almost 15 years and you get comfortable with how your life is. I am still young and have time (although my nagging mother disagree) but I just don't know if i will be really ready again. We were seriously thinking about it before Katrina but then our lives were turned upside. I haven't felt the same since.

I understand that. To this day I feel like I was ambushed. But I'm just saying, if you decide to, don't fill your head with nightmares.