I'm Freaking Dying here!

How ya'll keep getting on the field? 5Th year as a season ticket holder and have yet to get a chance to meet the present day players! I know i'm not rich and i live out of state, but theres no more avid fan anywhere! I even tried to put off surgery, for the playoffs!
I guess the closest i'll ever get is, row 1 sec 604. I am happy to have that at least! Except i get asked to sit down allot!
I have all the videos on my PSP, DVDs at home and i know almost word for word whats going on! I also , need a better FIX! Training Camp can't come soon enough! I really , really am looking forward to the opening of the season! Especially when i thought i was gonna miss the whole season this year! God works in mysterious ways!