I made a fool of myself

That isn't embarassing, that's just a mistake. Embarassing is taking a dump in a date's mom's toilet. Embarassing is barfing in front of her. Emabarassing is trying to break the awkwardness of asking her out by cutting a fart. This is amateur stuff right here. Post again when she catches you wailing away on yourself in her roommates bathroom. :jpshakehead: