So let me ask some of you who are a lot more wiser than I am. What are the chances she ever talks to me again? It is my hope in time she will learn to realize it was for the best. I felt completely justified in doing what I did, I miss the hell out of her but she made her choice, I made mine, the rest is left up to fate, it is what it is and nothing could have changed the outcome.
Its kinda hard being in a situation where you have to let someone go that you really think the world of but for whatever reason the situation didn't work out in your favor. It is hard to live down, I think about it a lot though.