Not at all. It's saying that you just try to enjoy the moment and decide at the point when something happens if you are objectively entertained or not. Maybe you did that and were not entertained and I was way off base. If that's the case, my apologies.
when i first came back to NO, i had a younger theatre colleague who had not seen much concert dance in his life - he loved each and everything he saw
OTOH i had seen 100s of concerts and 1000s of dance pieces
he was a bit sad that i couldn't "enjoy" dance the way he could b/c i was so over-saturated
I knew that he would not always be as naively blissful once he had seen a critical mass of dance - it took about 3 years - he came to me " yeah...some dance sucks'