I’m tired of eye surgeries and subsequent recovery issues and time. Need prayers please. Thoughts, whatever.

I can't say I feel your pain, but I understand it. My wife is on a similar boat... perhaps the same large brain watercraft . You got her beat by 4 pill bottles, though.

I am THE resident heathen of the forum ( yeah, yeah, Heathen Saint has the name, but I am the one who stirs the heathen pot in here ) so I don't do prayers, and thoughts are just that, thoughts... which makes me pretty much useless to you in this situation. :hihi:

I'll tell you though, if I had a blood tear come out of my eye, I'd panic and run in circles flailing my arms and screaming like a little girl, but bleed profusely? I'd pass out and fall unconscious on the floor, relieving myself in my pants as I drop to the ground, and not be just like "oh, blood out of my eye... huh... That's some cojones on you, my friend.

On a serious note, you know your fight better than anyone, but from where I stand, looks to me you got what it takes to go the distance.