I have been there believe me I walked away from a 90.000.00 a year job and now make 24,000 a year on disability. You still don't get it. I almost lost my family over meth but I wanted my family more. I am glad you made it through heron if chasing the Genie is the same as chasing the dragon. I am not on a high horse I find you comments heartless so come off as a tough guy because we can debate this all day but I can see it is a waste of time. I mean if we want to be childish fine I mean I did it for decades I lost a house a job, cars and thousands of dollars in material things. I gladly live close to poverty going to food banks but I have my sanity and I am happier that I have ever been.