I don't know how to come back from this

I was a bit numb to it immediately after. Livid, but numb. If that makes any sense at all. I was actually surprised when the emotions got worse with time. Each morning since it's what I woke up thinking about, and last night I even dreamed about it. My anger morphed into sadness which is now encroaching on a football depression. I'm just not sure how I can watch a game ever again without thinking about it.

This loss hits harder than any other because they didn't actually lose. They were undeniably robbed, and there is absolutely nothing we can do about it.

I think that's what hurts the most, the helplessness.