All of you have been weighing heavy on my mind

For years I have been trying to get people here to believe in the Lord. Many of you do. But many of you don't. I know not everyone here will come to believe but I want to give anyone who is interested to learn more about the Lord a chance. I feel burdened and lead to try for you and this comes from my heart. If you are interested please respond and I will tell you how to get in touch with me and I will try to help you. I won't spend any time witnessing on this board but will be glad to speak to you about this any way you feel comfortable. I really am burdened and care for each and every one of you. God bless

This just sounds like classic OCD - Obsessive Compulsive Disorder.

You seem obsessed with God & a compulsive need to control others. No one can control you & you can’t control anyone else.

Thankfully, this is easily treatable now, versus when Howard Hughes suffered from OCD, which led to isolation & collecting hundreds of bottles of his urine.

Talk to your doctor. Simple medication will give you relief & decrease your need to inundate us with the same repetitive threads.