Good for you, Zeetes. I’m in my 17th year of sobriety. It has been that long since I haven’t had a hangover, got behind the wheel of a car unwisely or worried about what stupid shirt I said the night before while under the influence. So, as Zack pointed out, there are many positives to focus on. I had to dry up because it caused memory problems. I’d forget the meaning of moderation. So I now avoid it completely. It gets easier in time. Pulling for you.?