Update peeps! Docs say I’m doing amazingly well, outlook much brighter now! So very thankful. Lesions are stable for now and I’m in low daily pain as the meds are helping curb. I’m riding with my father today, beautiful day with the wind on my face. Makes me so thankful I did not succeed in my suicide attempt last year. While at rock bottom, wracked with physical pain that brought me so far down I wanted to not hurt so bad I stabbed myself in the heart, and cut my own throat. Almost bled out otw to the hospital but they saved me and I’m beyond grateful. This amazing day sun shining down on me and wind blowing in my face, a face that was almost gone. So so thankful.
Thank you to all in my SR family that had encouraging words and or an ear to lend. Means the world. Hope you’re all smiling today with the sun shining on you and the wind gently caressing you.