Anyone else have the blues?

Not so much the blues as crippling existential depression. This has been the most trying, brutal, horrible year of my life from the pandemic to the hurricanes to professional and personal issues related to both myself and loved ones that I'm not going to really get into but are very, very serious and seem to be getting worse.

I really don't see a light at the end of the tunnel right now. I'm in a bad, bad forking place. A true "If this is what life is, what's the point?" kind of place.