So the only reason I take such interest in it is because of my own struggles. Six years ago I was at the bottom of the barrel with my drinking. I didn’t have the balls to take my life but couldn’t even imagine going on living. I lived some of that out on a thread here. What happened to me was some kind of miracle, and I don’t mean that to sound to religious. But I got a new lease. What I found in sobriety was something like a second childhood. I had a group of seven guys I was helping learn to read when I first got sober.