David Robbins
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My wife divorced me 6 years ago. We were married for almost 21 years. I found out later that she cheated on me. It crushed me.
I am a Christian. I believe in everything the Bible says. Including divorce. I haven't been with a woman since then because I believe what scripture says.
I won't get into theology. Still, I have had a hard 6 years.
I have never lost my love for the lord, but I have felt totally alone many times. Losing someone I loved with all my heart has hurt me so much. I have not been the same man since then.
Recently I got banned for some things I said and I am sorry for what I said. I can only say that it is my ongoing hurt that causes me to reach out in depression and respond the way I do. I need to apologize to the board and to blu reader because I really feel a kinship to all of you.
I know this probably sounds lame. I really am not like this. I just am so hurt and lonely. I haven't been with anyone since my wife left me. I am just reaching out in the wrong way. I apologize for this.
I recently thought I was dying because of a pain in my throat. I thought I might have cancer. It took 6 months but just now the pain finally went away. I actually thought I had cancer. Lol.
I really don't have much to look forward to in this life. I have basically given up. I just don't care what happens to me anymore. Thats why when blue banned me I never complained.
Don't get me wrong...I'm glad he let me back. Saintsreport is all I look forward to each day.
I have not much left in my life.
I am not seeking pity for my troubles. I am just trying to apologize for what y'all think of me. I know I come off as a bad person. I am not, I am just hurting.
Anyway, I am sorry. I have tried lately to keep my posts light and funny. Hopefully y'all will all forgive me. I don't normally open up like this
My wife divorced me 6 years ago. We were married for almost 21 years. I found out later that she cheated on me. It crushed me.
I am a Christian. I believe in everything the Bible says. Including divorce. I haven't been with a woman since then because I believe what scripture says.
I won't get into theology. Still, I have had a hard 6 years.
I have never lost my love for the lord, but I have felt totally alone many times. Losing someone I loved with all my heart has hurt me so much. I have not been the same man since then.
Recently I got banned for some things I said and I am sorry for what I said. I can only say that it is my ongoing hurt that causes me to reach out in depression and respond the way I do. I need to apologize to the board and to blu reader because I really feel a kinship to all of you.
I know this probably sounds lame. I really am not like this. I just am so hurt and lonely. I haven't been with anyone since my wife left me. I am just reaching out in the wrong way. I apologize for this.
I recently thought I was dying because of a pain in my throat. I thought I might have cancer. It took 6 months but just now the pain finally went away. I actually thought I had cancer. Lol.
I really don't have much to look forward to in this life. I have basically given up. I just don't care what happens to me anymore. Thats why when blue banned me I never complained.
Don't get me wrong...I'm glad he let me back. Saintsreport is all I look forward to each day.
I have not much left in my life.
I am not seeking pity for my troubles. I am just trying to apologize for what y'all think of me. I know I come off as a bad person. I am not, I am just hurting.
Anyway, I am sorry. I have tried lately to keep my posts light and funny. Hopefully y'all will all forgive me. I don't normally open up like this