20 years worth of baptisms invalidated

On a tangent......I was born Catholic, raised Catholic, and still practice the religion to this day. I've passed on the same to my two kids and hope they follow the faith. But, for some reason, whether its age or something else.....I'm kinda not buying the afterlife thing in my scientific brain. I know this is blasphemy. But I can't help think that after you die, that's it. Anybody else go through this?
Cradle Catholic here but mostly stopped believing when I was about 22. I don’t see how you get around that the promise of eternal life being a central tenet of all of Christianity given Jesus words in all of the gospels as well as bodily resurrection, on top of that you have Paul mentioning it quite often in his epistles … then you have the Apostles Creed and the Nicene Creed. If you don’t care about the afterlife so much, might want to look into Judaism who have differing views on the subject depending on their flavor and individual perspective.