So this is where I'm weird and don't really have an explanation for why I am this way, but the truth is that despite being an introvert with a history of social anxiety and a laundry list of insecurities...I actually love working jobs where I deal with the public. I've worked as a newspaper reporter, historical site interpreter/guide, and now teacher among many other jobs. I like communicating things to people, teaching, having conversations, etc. Right now I've got a lot of problems with education, but I like working with my students and always have.
I fully admit it makes no sense.