Shooter incident at elementary school in Uvalde, Texas - 19 children and 2 adults dead

When Sandy Hook happened my kids were 7, 5 and 3. I remember being nauseous and near tears the whole day. Occasionally just being wracked with grief. And it lasted for at least a week - that pervasive sense of grief. And it was months before I stopped thinking about it near daily.

Yesterday, when I first heard about Robb Elementary, I didn't really feel anything other than numbness and a sense of "well of course this happened again". That numbness has slowly turned into a low level sense of smoldering rage and frustration. But I was also shocked by how not shocked I was yesterday if that makes any sense. I'm actually becoming numb to this, God help me.