Corona Drinking Thread (renamed)

Yeah, im not going to check out on purpose... I am still a parent. For them I am going to put effort into living and even self-improvement.

There are just some things broken, that will allways be broken. I thought it would pass and forward momentum would bring new hope... but I have come to a point where I have acknowledged, with zero doubt, that the high water mark of my life is behind me.
As we get older that realization hits all of us. I've had back pain for 30 years. Early on I could just push through it. At some point I had to get honest with myself and that there's just stuff I can't do anymore and I have to ask for help which I used to never do. I've found that to be more common with other aspects of my life. I've just come to accept I'm not near the man I used to be physically or even mentally.