Your Own Mortality

CapitalCitySaint said
10 years old when my brother who was 12 died not long after my aunt on my dad’s side died and my mom’s sister had killed herself.

I used to lie awake at night wondering when I would die. Not realizing it then but do now, I was having panic attacks at 10 years old.

Unfortunately as of late I have had frequent suicidal thoughts. But I have a nephew who is 7 whom I'm pretty close with and this post helps dissuade me, it might damage him for life were I to do something like that.