Are you still friends with any of your childhood friends?

I moved a ton through my early 20's and haven't really kept in touch with anyone during that period, at least not on a deeper level than a casual connection. I also partied really hard through high school and college and a lot of my friends from that scene have died, ended up in prison or the streets. I disconnected myself from that life at 21 and never looked back. It was a situation where I had to do it for my own life.

Since that time I really have made a ton of friends but I haven't taken the time to let many of them grow into really deep friendships. The last 15 years of my life have been non-stop traveling and when I'm home try to spend as much time with family as possible. I'm just not in a position to be a good friend and do not expect it in return. I'm not sure what that says about me. lol