How Conflicted Are You In Winning or Getting a Better Draft Pick

I'm conflicted entirely. I'm hoping we land in a place where we can snag Ashton Jeanty. I don't want a top 5 pick either, because its very hard to find trade partners due to the amount of compensation it takes. I have no problems taking Jeanty that high, and maybe thats where teams will have him on their draft board. If so, I want it.

But I also want to see the team win some games, get the spark of fight back in em for next year.
If we use a top 10 pick on a running back (regardless of it being a prospect like Jeanty or not) with the sheer amount of holes we have elsewhere, I may finally lose the will to live with this franchise. Would be dumb, to say the least.