“I was getting my big break,” she recalled thinking during Hervey’s suicide. “It was a competition of who could do the worst thing. So I obviously felt very cool.”
“I feel very bad for what I did, even now,” she said during one of several in-person interviews in her home city. “It’s something that happened when I was in a bad space. … I feel like this thing is going to haunt me for the rest of my life.”