I wonder to what degree this exists in other countries? What would it be like if dudes could openly express themselves without fear of not being macho enough? Men in America are supposed to be the strong silent type, a nerd, or a bro's bro. I guess I'm strong and silent but I mean, I like Star Wars and the opening of "Up" gets me feelin some type of way. I like football so that's macho I guess but when I hear John Lennon sing "Mother" I can't help but tear up. I don't sit around squalling but I get emotional. How are you supposed to get through life trying to be a robot?
Maybe it comes down to how comfortable you are in your own skin. Who knows. All I know is this dude was troubled to say the least. For the life of me I'll never understand why someone would want to take out a bunch of innocent people before opting out. If that's what this even was. Could be he was radicalized and believed in what he was doing. Trying to rationalize the irrational is tough.