he craves something- which causes him to constantly question/think.
Talks about it- religion- brought up strict Christian, but as he got older began to question it. Searching for something but i dont think he even knows what he searching for. He says inner peace, but i think he will never truly be at "peace" because his very nature is to question almost everything.
Emotionally stunted too. Readily admits to it as well. Product of his childhood. Said he saw his dad cry once in his entire life. Was not allowed to show pain.
Very hurt by no D1 schools wanting him. Then no NFL team ( 49ers was his dream they took Alex Smith, Gruden said "if you there when we pick you are our guy" - they went with Cadillac Williams RB ) and didnt have the tools to know how to deal with.
Pretty wild stuff when you start to compile