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Is it just me, or do any of you have such forked up families - parents/relatives with zero empathy/compassion - that just straight up sheet on you right before Thanksgiving and carry it out through the new year?
I certainly do. And I climb into a Radiohead deep depression that makes it better/worse because of my understanding of the whole dynamic. To make matters worse, I work for my family's business so I can't escape them at all.
This sheet has been going on for nearly two decades and I'm feeling like I'm ready to just blow the whole forking thing up. This time, it's worse than ever. I had two major surgeries in June and had to be put on narcotics even though I have a dangerous history with them. They referred me to a clinic so I wouldn't be in control of my own drugs. I've been off of them completely for going on three weeks and trying to be normal, but that apparently makes everyone think I'm USING drugs when it's the complete opposite. I can't be completely honest with my father about it after telling him I'd never go on pain meds again after a back surgery four years ago that I had to go to detox to get off of.
Seriously, I hate the forking holidays. I wish November and December would get wiped off the calendar. And that includes my birthday.
I certainly do. And I climb into a Radiohead deep depression that makes it better/worse because of my understanding of the whole dynamic. To make matters worse, I work for my family's business so I can't escape them at all.
This sheet has been going on for nearly two decades and I'm feeling like I'm ready to just blow the whole forking thing up. This time, it's worse than ever. I had two major surgeries in June and had to be put on narcotics even though I have a dangerous history with them. They referred me to a clinic so I wouldn't be in control of my own drugs. I've been off of them completely for going on three weeks and trying to be normal, but that apparently makes everyone think I'm USING drugs when it's the complete opposite. I can't be completely honest with my father about it after telling him I'd never go on pain meds again after a back surgery four years ago that I had to go to detox to get off of.
Seriously, I hate the forking holidays. I wish November and December would get wiped off the calendar. And that includes my birthday.