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Listened to Beautiful Boy (Darling Boy) this morning and then saw this thread. Weird how things like that happen.
Anyway, that song is so different now that I'm a father. It's always been moving but now when I hear it, it's devastating. It' beautiful and tragic. John spent most of his life searching for love, meaning, and purpose. He finally found true happiness in being a father and that song reflects that.
Some people don't realize how physchologically damaged John was. It shows in his music, especially his solo work. Nobody sang with more conviction and emotion. Nobody was more believable. I remember listening to the album Plastic Ono Band for the first time and it gave me a feeling like I was listening to something I shouldn't be. It felt like I was listening to a therapy session. Few albums have that kind of raw emotion.
His childhood was forked up, emotionally at least. No two ways about it. Split up parents, dad offers him to come to New Zealand, but mom refuses. Then mom gives him to his aunt - so she's still around but doesn't want him. That's just so sad for a child to have to endure.