BobE
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I wasn't sure if I wanted to make this thread or not. But since i view SR as part of my family I decided to. I know my persona on here here is that will arse crazy guy drinking making a ruckus and "sorry for partying". But the truth is that has become me. After multiple conversations with my wife and therapist I have come to the conclusion alcohol has completely taken over my life. I no longer drink to relax or to be sociable I drink for 1 reason and 1 reason only and that is to get drunk.
This isn't a just started thing this has been a YEARS long thing. Case in point it has taken me 6 beers to stop the shaking tonight (yes I understand the irony) So tomorrow when Mrs BobE gets home I will be having her take me to rehab. At 4 am this morning on beer 16 or so I realized I just can't do this anymore. I have completely forgotten what it feels like to be normal and I want to fell ...well.....normal again.
This isn't a just started thing this has been a YEARS long thing. Case in point it has taken me 6 beers to stop the shaking tonight (yes I understand the irony) So tomorrow when Mrs BobE gets home I will be having her take me to rehab. At 4 am this morning on beer 16 or so I realized I just can't do this anymore. I have completely forgotten what it feels like to be normal and I want to fell ...well.....normal again.